when i see you smile

owkey~
the 2nd week after holiday.
and the 1st week of march.
hohooo.
time do run faster today than yesterday.huhuuu.
anyway, last week as i mentioned, i sat for a few tests and quizzes.
math was kind of stressing. i managed to answer all of the questions though.
there were 4 of them. but today, miss told us that 99.99% of the class didn't get the last question right. noe y??
just simply because we didnt understand the technical english in that question.
we didnt get what were the hints given in the question and thus misinterpreted it.
huhuuu.
i thought i did it right but guess it wasn't my luck.
but i really hope the 1st few questions would help me. . huhuhuuuu

and chemistry... . well, i've no comment on that.
could say it's not that stressing, but i don't know how dr. ruby's goin to mark it. . cuz i did stuck on a few simple questions. i noe but i dun remember it! that's the problem there.
huhuuu.
hopefully it's not goin to be as bad as what i'm imagining. .

last friday was a public holiday. . so, a few of my buddies asked me to go for an outing.
guess where we went??
jong's crocodile farm!! hahahaaa
the place was not that exciting but the frens were~
hahaaa. we had fun after all those bizzare tests and quiz. . huhuuu..
after "washing" our eyes with the crocs, alligators, kambing, birds etc, we went for dinner somewhere in town. . then we went for a movie. we had a small argument on what movie to watch. . ahahaa.
and so we end up choosing "the book of eli".
it was an interesting one cuz the theme of the movie was more about bible and christianity. it's about a man who is on his journey to a safe place where he can make sure the bible won't fall into irresponsible hands because that king james version of bible is the last copy on earth after a very very bad war/disaster happened on the earth that killed most of human kind and those who are alive live in an uncivilized manner.

so .. this week is going to be rough too. with tests..
and a lil bit of assignments i might add. .
but then. no reason to be complaining about it.
let's face it with faith. . may God bless us all~
peacee~=D

reflections of life

today, stpm result wud be out. hemmm, i hope ayak, ungan and my other stpm frens wud get great rsults. hopefully better than me. hohoo.
i heard ayak n ungan want to apply for teachers. they had apply for UPSI and i heard ayak wants to try USM too. i pray so that they cud get watever they want. . hopefully there wont be any disappointment like wat i've been through before. huhuu. some people might think i'm still a smart , intelligent student like what i used to be. but then, time can change people. that's what happened to me. at least, that's what i think happened to me. huhuu
but then i'm not saying that i'm giving up. i'll try my best to do better especially in my academics.
cuz i'm no pretty. i'm no attractive.
but then i hope people cud see me for my brain n my inside. that's wat i'm always trying to polish up. at least people wont look me down just because i dun have the look.
hohooo. and yeah, as for my friends. i hope they can achieve watever their dreams are.

cuz we came from the average families. we are neither more nor less than other families. so it's like our families really depend on us to chnge things a bit. so that our situation wont fall into the less families. im not saying that we are not being thankful for what we have now. i think our condition now is already enough for us to survive. but of course we want to have sumthing better rite. at least, next time, i want to see my parents goyang kaki and every month just receive money from me like what i do now. heheee
i think all of us think of the same thing right?
and i believe that's what my frens think too. tats y i hope that those stpm frens of mine cud get great results and get great uni and achieve their dreams. .

and as for me i'm goin to continue this journey. though i used to fall a bit last time and my path is actually a bit out from what i've always planned, but i noe, as long as i'm not giving up continuing this(since it's also directing to the same destination), i'm going to be there soon. in God's blessing. i believe nothing is impossible ..
isnt it?
heheee

and as always, i hope my Father will always bless me and this journey of mine.
Amen~













GAMBATEHH!!!!

sweet yet busy holiday

2nd day after chinese new year holiday ended.
huhuhuuu.
i want more holiday!!!

anyway,i came back to unimas a day earlier . the reason is because this week is goin to be my hell week. i just finished doing the material balance test yesterday which turned out to be quite relieving, though i'm unsure how's my result going to be like. and tomorrow i'll be sitting for the organic chemistry test and the next day would be the math quiz which covers all the 1st ODE and its application. pheewww~

and it ain't stop till this week. next week is going to be HELLer than this week. we'll be having another make-up quiz for material balance on monday, thermo test on tuesday, math test on thursday if i'm not mistaken and HE test on friday. all this info excludes the tutorials, assignments and lab reports! and i have volleyball practice every evening for the upcoming inter-college sports carnival!
ARRGGHHH!!

it's super duper pack!!

anyway, i want to talk a lil bit bout my holiday last week. overall, it was a sweet yet quite busy holiday. right after i reached bintulu, amai brought us back to highway cafe(uwek's cafe). the next day, after we visited ingau and uku epik at UJ, we went to Lg Urun for the 'Majlis Kahwin mengikut Adat Kenyah' of Amai Akang. He invited a lot of relatives from uwek's side. All from Miri, Lg Selatong and Tanjung and from some other places . I din recognize most of the faces but they knew me. hahaa. bad of me huh? din recognize my own relatives. and i get to meet most of my cousins. My my, they've turn into fit, tall and strong handsome young men now. as for the girls, yeah i can see the ladies side of them now. not the childish attitude as what we have been a long time ago. but it's good to be reunited with them again. we talked, joked around and all.
but most of the time, we helped the adults preparing for the wedding. i spent most of the time in the kitchen, doing chores here and there. i din have the chance to witness the wedding when it was held. huhuuu. can u imagine, i din even have time to shower.
as soon as i woke up, i only had a few moments for breakfast before started to do the kitchen stuff on the day. cuz u noe, we had to serve food for the guests.
fuhh. it was very tiringgg~

and then. on monday, the whole big family went for a picnic . there were 4 to 5 cars used and uwek's lorry was also used to bring us. imagine how big our family are. hahaaaa. we had fun of course. the party din end there just yet. the adults continued the fun after we reached home from the picnic. they partied till midnight i tell u. these adults pun lebih2 pulak i tgk.

ok, end story of my amai akang's wedding . the next event i had last week was damian's birthday party. of course his bday was a few weeks before but i requested from uwek to wait for me to come back . hehehee. the party was held in the evening but we had to start prepare from early in the morning . uwek prepared the list of dishes and we had to help her doing it. we made fried fillet in sauce, sotong goreng chilli kering, BBQd wings, mixed vege, fried bee-hon, watermelon pudding and pitoh(kayan-kenyah's popular nasi pulut in banana leaves/any other accepted leaves)heheeee.

it was great as well. but i cant get rid of the tiredness doing all the stuff. huhu. but then, who cares about being tired if u can have fun doing those stuff kan? hehee. hemmm, yang penting, i miss my sweet moments spent together with my family.

sometimes, i feel grateful that i could get the nearest uni from home. i think as i grow up, i cant leave my family aside, i cepat sangat rindu dengan they all. not like when i was in skool, though i was far in semenanjung, i din really miss them like what i feel now. huhuu . maybe because of damian's presence in the family kot. hehehh.


anyway gotta go. remember my list of the upcoming tests n quizzes up there??
hohooo.
MAY GOD BLESS ME, AMEN~
=D

sakura ceria~

joined the sakura ceria event yesterday,
hohooo
started the event wif senaman aerobik followed by jog around the unimas lake.
fuhh pagi2 dah tired gila babi.
thank god, after tat, dpt rest cuz we just need to watch other frens buat sukaneka.
heheh.
btw, it was fun though cuz there were a few funny stuff happened.. hehe
we got to rest aroun 10 sumtink till 1.30 pm.

then we attended the afternoon session of the event.
dorg polah pertandingan teka lagu and 'what's next?' hohooo
then barulah 'makeover' punya pertandingan started.
i joined tauu~
they gave us 3 themes.
1) spooky
2) oldies
3) clown
punya theme. so we were asked to make up our team member based on the theme given.
kak mas n fariza jd my gang and kitaorg dah awal2 set theme mana kitaorg bawa.
kak mas became the clown, fariza bcame the oldies and i jd spooky person.

hoho. that was the 1st time i rasa i pandai make-up org. cuz everythin was done as quick as possible. and we din have tym to use brushes., semua pakai jari ja. hahaa
and guess what??
WE WON!!!
ahahaahaa

it was amazing!
hahaaa
i thought it wud be simple only but then sum of them said the effects were quite real.
hahaaa

haha thats me being a ghost!
i was being 'make-over'ed by kak mas n fariza.
hahaa FUNNY!

and that's fariza becomin a nenek.
lucuu!!

kak mas and her clown character.
kinda suit her cuz she is small and kepala pun kecik je.
sgt comel for a clown .. hohooo



happy sangat cuz dpt menang the contest.
hehe apa yang penting, cop kolej ada dapat lebeh sket,.. hikhikkk
btw GTG. muahahhhhh
xoxo


_*SERAM*

UNICS christmas and new year dinner

venue : pennview
date : 23 january 2010
time : 8-11 p.m.

had a great time wif buddies that nite.
though a few incidents happened .. hehee
wanna noe wat is it?
lets browse thru a few moments we captured together first~
8)

photo taken at the livin room~
i was supposed to wear black dress.
but cant find any . hohooo

3rd course pic.
heheee.
3 org 1st year, 3 org 2nd year..
ngam2..

cheersss~
our last glass before we dash of the party.
heee

ouhh. jane's boy was there too together wif his buddy.
they are the only guys in our group. hehhhe

reached sakura around 12.30 like that.
very tired and sleepy.
but we really enjoyed the night.
hahhaaa

owkeh.
noe what, we were late for the dinner xtually.
they started at 7.30 but we reached there around 8.15 sumthin.
and then, after we registered with the receptionist, we were brought to our table.
but unfortunately, our table is taken.
and there was no empty table left.
imagine that we need to stand in the middle of people who were enjoying their 1st course while waitin for them to search for our table.
huhuu

and then, one of the ajk came and suggested that we split and sit with other groups.
it's not that we dont want to mix with others but for sure we wont enjoy the dinner if we have to sit wif others that we dont even know. plus, we booked the table a few weeks before. it's absurd if we cant have our own table.
of course it's not the ajks fault. maybe somethin went wrong and they dint realise it.
i pity the lady who was helpin us. she's so stressed and apologised a few times. hoho

at last, i think the ketua kot.. she talked to the manager and requested for another table for us. hehehhh
thank god, the manager was not fussy or anythin.
so they prepared another table for us . we were satisfied though it is too near to the kitchen.
but never mind that.
as long as we can sit together, other things dint matter much.

and yeah, it was great.
jane was very lucky that night cuz she kena lucky draw.
and then jess plak kena asked to perform on the stage..
she had to dance.. hahahaaaa

another sweet memories of me and frens~
that makes my life even more beautiful~
thank you Lord!!
x0xo

some random activities.

hemm~have i told u.

jojo brought a telly 4 us. hehehh.
it's kinda small but enuf for all of us to get entertained.
8)
pics ive taken wif jess n jane as the background..ngee!
wif the telly in front of us.. ;D

ok. we were damn boredddd~ hahahhh
**

o yeah. yesterday we went shopping AGAIN at boulevard.
the main purpose was to buy masks for the coming dinner. its a masquerade dinner.
we decided to buy the same type and colour. ngeee.
i drove the car on our way ter.
and j0jo drove us back to campus.
the others commented that,
i drove too fast n rough.
n jojo was kinda slow and steady.
but bof of us did funny stuff that made the others din even care to turn on the radio. hahahhh!
FUNNY but FUN!




the 3 zorros. hahaa. these peps cant even leave their camera. hohooo.





soon to be lord of the ring's actresses. hahaa.
but i wonder if hello kitty is also accepted in it.
muahahaaaa.





i like tis photo. but my zit is obvious. huhuu.








while waiting 4 sumone paying her stuff.
sumone=jojo.
8)








all of us . emm except for kk. hehhehh
she was doin her hair at that moment.
all looked satisfied after getting their respective mask.
hohooo.








do u notice? a bit of my hair is green?
yep. i highlited it last week. hehheee.
because i cant stand seeing all of em did it.
so i chose my colour and made mine. hehheeee.
but lots of em like it.
i dun know, but is green nice?

huhuuu.
well. thats ol.
im goin to sleep noww. tomoro got class!!

steamboat party for new year.

kenangan tym new year.
we made a small steamboat party.
ngeeeehh~~
me.kak mas.jess
seronokkk~
though it's very simple.

kas mas tgh testing makanan

nyum nyum ~~

lil' steamboat~~

hahaa. suma masuk .. campur2 sumaaa~~


~hepy new year~
hahaa
terlambat sudeee~
8)

do u support gays n lesbians?

my english lecturer in kml used to discussed about this topic to us before.
gays and lesbos?
are they being accepted in the society?
is it wrong for them to have their unique relationships?
is it illegal for them to be together with their chosen soul mates?

check this out !

http://tiltedworld.org/category/lgbts/bisexual/

http://tiltedworld.org/category/life/love-and-relationships/

http://edition.cnn.com/2009/US/10/11/U.S.gay.rights.rally/

http://tiltedworld.org/2009/01/18/what-about-homosexuality/


personally i think tat there's no reason for us to look at these people with negative perspective.
they are human like us too.
they want to be happy like us too.
so they have the same rights like the straight people have too!
and they deserve the equality in the society..

well, what would u say?

solar eclipse

i think i forget to mention about it yesterday.
on the 15th january 2010, there was a solar eclipse which they said to be the longest one and very rare.
because it is predicted tat the only time tat the eclipse will show again is in the next 1000 years.
whooaaa~~

we wanted to watch the eclipse just now, when we were in thermo class.
but we cudnt see it clearly due to the thick clouds. plus we didnt have the appropriate stuff to watch it.
aduii! sayangnya..
after this, cannot watch anything like this oredi.
hemmm~

based on the news ive read, the eclipse was in a ring-like shape and the best place to watch it was maldives where it stayed a lil bit longer ter.. hohoo. .
i wish i cud watch it just now.. hemmmm~



*the look of the sun in an area in China*



*the ring-like shape of the sun*
*it's unique!*
*can i make a wish??*=D


hemmm~ though i cudnt see it, but at least, i was in the world when it happened. hahaa.
so much about eclipse. ..
hahahaa

ps: pregnant women, they say u cant go out during eclipse. y??? hhuuuu

Random joke~=p

Four Catholic ladies are having coffee together, discussing how important
their children are.

The first one tells her friends, "My son is a priest. When he walks into
a room, everyone calls him, Father."
The second Catholic woman chirps, "Well, my son is a bishop. Whenever he
walks into a room, people say, Your Grace."

The third Catholic woman says smugly, "Well, not to put you down, but my
son is a cardinal. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, Your
Eminence."

The fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence. The first three
women give her this subtle, "Well...?"

She replies, "My son is a gorgeous 6' 2", hard bodied, well-hung, male
stripper. Whenever he walks into a room, women say, My God."

the blood.

One night in a church service a young woman
felt the tug of God at her heart.

She responded to God's call and accepted
Jesus as her Lord and Savior.

The young woman had a very rough past,
involving alcohol, drugs, and prostitution.

But, the change in her was evident. As
time went on she became a faithful
member of the church.

She eventually became involved in the
ministry, teaching young children.

It was not very long until this faithful
young woman had caught the eye and
heart of the pastor's son.

The relationship grew and they began
to make wedding plans.

This is when the problems began.

You see, about one half of the church
did not think that a woman with a
past such as hers was suitable for
a pastor's son.

The church began to argue and fight
about the matter. So they decided to
have a meeting.

As the people made their arguments
and tensions increased, the meeting
was getting completely out of hand.

The young woman became very upset
about all the things being brought up
about her past.

As she began to cry the pastor's son
stood to speak. He could not bear the
pain it was causing his wife to be..

He began to speak and his statement was this:

"My fiancée's past is not what is on
trial here. What you are questioning is
the ability of the blood of Jesus to
wash away sin. Today you have put
the blood of Jesus on trial. So, does
it wash away sin or not?"

The whole church began to weep as
they realized that they had been
slandering the blood of the Lord Jesus Christ.

Too often, even as Christians, we bring
up the past and use it as a weapon
against our brothers and sisters.

Forgiveness is a very foundational
part of the Gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ.

If the blood of Jesus does not cleanse
the other person completely then it
cannot cleanse us completely.

If that is the case, then we are all in
a lot of trouble..

What can wash away my sins?

Nothing but the blood of Jesus! End of case!!!!

"Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and he
shall sustain thee he shall never suffer
the righteous to be moved."
Psalm 55:23

love?

addicted to love~
love is a kind of drug. it makes us crazy.
it makes us feel high.

it makes us wana do weird things. it makes us happy.
but when we love too much.
it may hurt us. mentally hurt.
DAMN HURT!
FRUSTRATED! BREAK DOWN.

but despite that. we are still addicted to love.
we will never leave or forget love.
not as long as we are human.
love not to only another atractive soul.
but love ourselves. our family. our life.
and most important.is.
LOVE OUR GOD~

xoxo
=D

kena marah~=(

adeehh~
what a day~ huhuuu. the rain is pouring non-stop outside.
nak g class pun rasa berat jakk. lau dapat tdo ok jugak.
but, nope. mesti pergi sekolah ok. ilmu pelita hidup.
tapi tadi pelita membakar aku.. huhuu

kena sound plak dgn lecturer. huhuu.
y??

because x jawab soalan yg dia bg.
bukan x jwb. i jawab~
but the questi0n yg i kena tulis kat whiteboard tu kebetulan question yg paling i x reti jawab... huhuuu. i left tat one out cuz i dun hve any idea how to s0lve it. other frens pun nampak lega je bila selamat dpd terkena tat question. hohoo. then my kawan kat sebelah tolong la i cari2 sapa2 yg dapat jawab. kebetulan ada sorg yg dah try buat. so kwn yg tadi ni pinjamkan paper org tu untuk i. then time dah nak start class..........kena bom!

hemm~ my mistake jugak.
i yang x usaha cari jalan to solve the question. my bad.
macam yg i gtau roomate i before, dalam kelas i asyek makan cili jew...

tapi cili yg smlam n semalam lagi tu ok lagi. dihidangkan kepada semua orang..
yg hari ni punya walaupun dihidangkan pada semua, orang yg paling banyak terasa pedasnya i lah.. hoho. tu la bulan. asyek2 malas je. skg baru kau tau camna rasanya..

tapi2.. question lain i dapat jawab apa~ serious. i x tiru i x buat apa. i rujuk buku n notes n i pikir sendiri cmna nak solve. but, i've made a bad impression to tat lecturer.. huhuu


mesti dia kata.
"padanlah pun. result hari tu pun cukup2 makan je.."
hemmm~ sedeh.

SORRY MISS..
='(


okla. janji next time ubah perangai.. i x akan buat lg k??

already gone_kelly clarkson

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die...

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone


*another favourite song of mine*

*5 stars!!*
=)

pergi_aizat

Sayu terpisah
hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah
berhembus angin rindu
begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu
hujan lebat mencurah kini
bagaikan tiada henti
kaulah laguku kau irama terindah
tak lagi kudengari
kau pergi.. pergi..
sepi tanpa kata
terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa
apa pun kata mereka
biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia




*i love this song damn much*
*touching gileerr*
*dedicated to my beloved late grandma*
*i will always love her till the end of my life*
*love u uko to~*

cannot sleep~

hemmm~ cudnt sleep yet. i had a packet of old town c0ffee 4 dinner.
2nd week of lecture. n i got "lectured" by a lecturer who seldom "lecture" her students.
hohooo.
imagine that. but i am the one at fault.
i wasnt doin the assignment seri0usly. she advised the wh0le class xtually. but as the saying g0es " sapa makan cili, dia rasa pedas~" hahaaa

i terasa jugakla. h0pefully i cud make my schedule clearer. cuz i'm x used to the new c0urses. huuuu. n it's getting tougher each day. i can feel the heat of the thermodynamics. i can feel the strength of the materials. i can feel the balance of the energy balance. i can feel the INTEGRATION is killing me!!! huhuuu

but i want to change somethin this sem. i want to have somethin new in me. somethin tat make people say "wow. i cant believe this is xtualy her !!.. i am amazed!!". hemmm~ not bad. huhuuu.

i got news from home. ulau had quite a high fever a few days ago. they suspected her of havin malaria or somethin. but the result for the blood test is unknown yet. when i ring her just now, she said she's ok oredi. she even started to go training (tae-kwon-do) for the coming selection for sukma. hemm~ hopefully things are good over ter.

and she told me tat baby damian is starting to walk. his pinggang is stronger than before n i believe in a few weeks he can jalan oredi.. hahaaa. mana x, hari2 training .. xpandai duduk diam mamat tuhhh~ hohooo.

nway, tomorow ad class n senggang.. huhuuu. but, hopefully tomorow wud b much better than today..=D

the memories~

photos of me wif people i've met last oliday~it was nice to see them n i hope to meet em again~~^^

it's 2010 oredi!!!

wow. today is the 5th day of 2010 . i hardly believe it. im turning 20 in the next 8 months.. y so fast?i'm getting older n the next thing i know, i'm buried 6 feets under ground.. huhuu i've been through a lot lately. i mean since the last time i updated the blog. my 2009 christmas was terrific. i had a great time wif family.. n since this is damian's 1st time celebrating christmas, i felt a lil bit different. he did change the environment which made the day even more fun.. i realized too , that the last xmas was the most tiring..maybe because i did more chores this time than the other years~ haha seriously.. uwek din have enough hands to run her business so she focused on that only even till the eve. n nobody is doin the preparation for the big day. so ulau n i took the responsibility to take care of our lil house at the longhouse~ hoho we din do much xtualy. but u noe they alwiz do the 'block party' every year . ours was on the eve. n wat our block did was to collect money from each family n bought stuff n prepare it together. n serve it to people. my job was to wash hundreds of plates , bowls , n stuff before n after the party + decorate the verandah + serving food to i-dun-know-when-was-the-last-time-u-eat kids. hhahaah. but it was fun . even tho i was damn well tired after it's over. huhuu i reunited with some old mates.. ety. ika. ecy. n tabot. huhuu. n ruth too. she celebrated her xmas at asap too. hohoo . amai was a bit relaxed this time i saw. he din really joind any parties. u noe wat kind of party..the one wif label 5 n OB or Tiger or karaoke or watsoeva. instead he just lepak at home . sumtimes he jaga damian. makan. napppin. nothin much.. he was totally different from wat he was for the last few years~ n on the 26th i had to get back to unimas. xtualy uwek din want to leave her beloved cafe n was planning to re-open the cafe right after xmas. but i persuaded her to send me back until kuchg.. so at last the whole family came sending me back to hostel. heheeh. but i considered it as lil family trip. damian came too. hhehee. we had a gud time. n i miss it. soo much.. huhuu my new year was celebrated in my house(hostel) wif jess, kak mas, and kak kat. though it was simple but we had a gud time too. haha. we had a small steam boat party. but very delicious. h0hoo.wateva it is i really had a gud time for xmas n new year. though it was very simple but it's a lot more memorable than the other year.hohoo soo it's a brand new year. will it be brand new me? i dunno. the only thing i want for now is that 'I HOPE GOD WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME IN EVERY DECISION I MAKE BECAUSE GOD, I NEED U THE MOST...' ..huhuu..

well.

i am now sitting in McD(LCCT) spending my time(which crawl sl0wer than a tortoise) before i catch my plane. its my last day in kl. i flew here 3 days ago wif ulau. i was goin to meet up wif sum frens and also takin back my SPM slips. well, both were done xcept i din meet most of the frens.most of my frens ive been longing to meet. huu.

things were not goin accordin to plan but everythin went smoothly. at 1st i was plannin to stay wif echot. we did talk about it but i din really confirmed it to her and plus a day before i flew she told me she's having her exam. huu. i shudnt disturb her cz she really needs tym for herslf to study.at the same tym i chatted wif wani. thank god she was ter for me. i was n am stil feeling guilty. she offerd to have me stay wif her for 2 nites. if its not bcz of her i wud have been spendin al0t for some stupid hotel rates for the whole trip.

and so i spent the two days wif her. i tried to contact back other frens. but some r not well,some are bz wif class,exam n so on and some din really respond to me. huu. i wonder if i come at the wrong tym wer no so many cud make a few moment to gather together. i keep on remindin myself not to b so dissapointed cuz everybody has their own life now. we had alot to do. plus even tho i got to meet only shah n wani on the 1st day,we had a great time tho. we gossiped,laughed,joking around.. they were really fun n tey were the same old shah and wani.except everyone is becomin more matured now.. heheee. thnaks to them for makin my day great.. and oh we had a sleep over at wani's. we watchd movie together n so on. n the next day wani sent me to train station to kl.

i was intending to gather up others again tat day but b4 tat i headed to kgh to take my sijil n such. but again no one can make it except for hana n her college frens. though there were two of us only , but i was happy too. hana made us buy the same t-shirts n we wore it toghter..hahaa. she updated me wif some stories ive missd out. hohoo.thanks hana. i'm sorry for makin u drivin ol the way from bangi just to see only me here(cuz i noe u(me too xtualy) were expecting others wud b ter..). after she went back, ulau n i chck in for a hotel near central.

tat nite i planned wif kah yee to meet up the next day. ngam2 sarah was goin to go shoppin at times square the nex day too. so i plannd to meet bof of thm there. but ky cudnt make it cuz she left her fon home n cudnt contact me. but i had a great time wif sarah n her rumate. we were shoppin like hell tat day. since i din really spent so much money b4, so i have afew hundreds to spend on d day heheee. well.not to myself only.ulau shared wif me k? huuu.

nisa did contact me but i din have enuf tym to make it since i need to b here in lcct at midnite. n oso feli.. she datang tym i nak gerak g lcct.

well. thats basically how my journey went. everytink is done well except i din meet almost everyone but those yg i met up were wonderful. thank u guys for making my trip fun.. i owe u guys alot..

oppss. my battery's runnin low. gtg. i'l update wif some pics we took togther..

muahhhh