it's 2010 oredi!!!

wow. today is the 5th day of 2010 . i hardly believe it. im turning 20 in the next 8 months.. y so fast?i'm getting older n the next thing i know, i'm buried 6 feets under ground.. huhuu i've been through a lot lately. i mean since the last time i updated the blog. my 2009 christmas was terrific. i had a great time wif family.. n since this is damian's 1st time celebrating christmas, i felt a lil bit different. he did change the environment which made the day even more fun.. i realized too , that the last xmas was the most tiring..maybe because i did more chores this time than the other years~ haha seriously.. uwek din have enough hands to run her business so she focused on that only even till the eve. n nobody is doin the preparation for the big day. so ulau n i took the responsibility to take care of our lil house at the longhouse~ hoho we din do much xtualy. but u noe they alwiz do the 'block party' every year . ours was on the eve. n wat our block did was to collect money from each family n bought stuff n prepare it together. n serve it to people. my job was to wash hundreds of plates , bowls , n stuff before n after the party + decorate the verandah + serving food to i-dun-know-when-was-the-last-time-u-eat kids. hhahaah. but it was fun . even tho i was damn well tired after it's over. huhuu i reunited with some old mates.. ety. ika. ecy. n tabot. huhuu. n ruth too. she celebrated her xmas at asap too. hohoo . amai was a bit relaxed this time i saw. he din really joind any parties. u noe wat kind of party..the one wif label 5 n OB or Tiger or karaoke or watsoeva. instead he just lepak at home . sumtimes he jaga damian. makan. napppin. nothin much.. he was totally different from wat he was for the last few years~ n on the 26th i had to get back to unimas. xtualy uwek din want to leave her beloved cafe n was planning to re-open the cafe right after xmas. but i persuaded her to send me back until kuchg.. so at last the whole family came sending me back to hostel. heheeh. but i considered it as lil family trip. damian came too. hhehee. we had a gud time. n i miss it. soo much.. huhuu my new year was celebrated in my house(hostel) wif jess, kak mas, and kak kat. though it was simple but we had a gud time too. haha. we had a small steam boat party. but very delicious. h0hoo.wateva it is i really had a gud time for xmas n new year. though it was very simple but it's a lot more memorable than the other year.hohoo soo it's a brand new year. will it be brand new me? i dunno. the only thing i want for now is that 'I HOPE GOD WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME IN EVERY DECISION I MAKE BECAUSE GOD, I NEED U THE MOST...' ..huhuu..