a few weeks have passed. it's quite tiring , mentally and physically..
since i'm in the 3rd semester of this programme, i'm getting exposed to the core part of it. no more fundamental, basic and such. everything i learn is getting more specific and hideous. huhuu

anyway, that's what it's all about isnt it? i'm supposed to face through all this stuff, arent i? even though it's cracking my brain, but i have to be strong. this is what ive choosen and i cant go back anymore. i know i can do this. even though it makes me cry, for having hard times to make myself able to understand it, but this is my future and this is going to be my life. oh God, be with me. hold me , cause only Your hands could do miracles to me. i'm weak but with u, i can do this.

i feel like ive hurt a few people lately, with my words, actions.. i dun wan to talk bout it but it makes me feel so bad. to those people, i apologize. i'm so sorry, i talk bad, i did stupid things. i'm so so sorry..=(

u noe, time can change people. i think , thats very true. n that people is also me. yes, ive changed. i dunno whether its good or bad, but ive seen that changes. and i dun feel like talking about it. lets just leave it like that....
k, bed time!
let's pray to God so that tomorrow will be more meaningful than today . =)
i love u God...


the 1st month of 3rd semester

ow my god.
it's really different from the 1st 2 sems. we had a lot of rush stuff to be done. the 1st week of the sem, we were called for a meeting already. the MPP decided to organize the KESUMAS (interfaculty sports event for UNIMAS) early. so, the exco was asking us, the MT of every sports club to handle our respective game. we, the volleyball people started first. we organized the event a week earlier from other sports. thank god we have our ex-president with us, so he was like guiding our current president and us on how to manage the event smoothly. luckily everything went smoothly,,we spent the whole weekend at the volleyball court.
it was funn! though i had to skip my softskill classes. haihhh.

and actually, our programme is planning to make an orientation trip for our juniors but, time wont allow us. there is a lot of other things that come in our way. huhuuu, so we decide to postpone it maybe after raya or some time during the holiday.anyway, academically, i'm not that ready yet. though a month has passed by. i need to catch up a lot of things. heat n mass transfer is a killer course. i need to keep an eye on that. math is bearable. thermo is ok. and others, english n bm... i hope i can do good.huhuuu.
and did i tell u that i have 7 straight hours of analytical chemistry on saturday every
okay, need to get ready for class!