sakura ceria~

joined the sakura ceria event yesterday,
started the event wif senaman aerobik followed by jog around the unimas lake.
fuhh pagi2 dah tired gila babi.
thank god, after tat, dpt rest cuz we just need to watch other frens buat sukaneka.
btw, it was fun though cuz there were a few funny stuff happened.. hehe
we got to rest aroun 10 sumtink till 1.30 pm.

then we attended the afternoon session of the event.
dorg polah pertandingan teka lagu and 'what's next?' hohooo
then barulah 'makeover' punya pertandingan started.
i joined tauu~
they gave us 3 themes.
1) spooky
2) oldies
3) clown
punya theme. so we were asked to make up our team member based on the theme given.
kak mas n fariza jd my gang and kitaorg dah awal2 set theme mana kitaorg bawa.
kak mas became the clown, fariza bcame the oldies and i jd spooky person.

hoho. that was the 1st time i rasa i pandai make-up org. cuz everythin was done as quick as possible. and we din have tym to use brushes., semua pakai jari ja. hahaa
and guess what??

it was amazing!
i thought it wud be simple only but then sum of them said the effects were quite real.

haha thats me being a ghost!
i was being 'make-over'ed by kak mas n fariza.
hahaa FUNNY!

and that's fariza becomin a nenek.

kak mas and her clown character.
kinda suit her cuz she is small and kepala pun kecik je.
sgt comel for a clown .. hohooo

happy sangat cuz dpt menang the contest.
hehe apa yang penting, cop kolej ada dapat lebeh sket,.. hikhikkk
btw GTG. muahahhhhh



UNICS christmas and new year dinner

venue : pennview
date : 23 january 2010
time : 8-11 p.m.

had a great time wif buddies that nite.
though a few incidents happened .. hehee
wanna noe wat is it?
lets browse thru a few moments we captured together first~

photo taken at the livin room~
i was supposed to wear black dress.
but cant find any . hohooo

3rd course pic.
3 org 1st year, 3 org 2nd year..

our last glass before we dash of the party.

ouhh. jane's boy was there too together wif his buddy.
they are the only guys in our group. hehhhe

reached sakura around 12.30 like that.
very tired and sleepy.
but we really enjoyed the night.

noe what, we were late for the dinner xtually.
they started at 7.30 but we reached there around 8.15 sumthin.
and then, after we registered with the receptionist, we were brought to our table.
but unfortunately, our table is taken.
and there was no empty table left.
imagine that we need to stand in the middle of people who were enjoying their 1st course while waitin for them to search for our table.

and then, one of the ajk came and suggested that we split and sit with other groups.
it's not that we dont want to mix with others but for sure we wont enjoy the dinner if we have to sit wif others that we dont even know. plus, we booked the table a few weeks before. it's absurd if we cant have our own table.
of course it's not the ajks fault. maybe somethin went wrong and they dint realise it.
i pity the lady who was helpin us. she's so stressed and apologised a few times. hoho

at last, i think the ketua kot.. she talked to the manager and requested for another table for us. hehehhh
thank god, the manager was not fussy or anythin.
so they prepared another table for us . we were satisfied though it is too near to the kitchen.
but never mind that.
as long as we can sit together, other things dint matter much.

and yeah, it was great.
jane was very lucky that night cuz she kena lucky draw.
and then jess plak kena asked to perform on the stage..
she had to dance.. hahahaaaa

another sweet memories of me and frens~
that makes my life even more beautiful~
thank you Lord!!

some random activities.

hemm~have i told u.
jojo brought a telly 4 us. hehehh.
it's kinda small but enuf for all of us to get entertained.
pics ive taken wif jess n jane as the background..ngee!
wif the telly in front of us.. ;D

ok. we were damn boredddd~ hahahhh

o yeah. yesterday we went shopping AGAIN at boulevard.
the main purpose was to buy masks for the coming dinner. its a masquerade dinner.
we decided to buy the same type and colour. ngeee.
i drove the car on our way ter.
and j0jo drove us back to campus.
the others commented that,
i drove too fast n rough.
n jojo was kinda slow and steady.
but bof of us did funny stuff that made the others din even care to turn on the radio. hahahhh!

the 3 zorros. hahaa. these peps cant even leave their camera. hohooo.

soon to be lord of the ring's actresses. hahaa.
but i wonder if hello kitty is also accepted in it.

i like tis photo. but my zit is obvious. huhuu.

while waiting 4 sumone paying her stuff.

all of us . emm except for kk. hehhehh
she was doin her hair at that moment.
all looked satisfied after getting their respective mask.

do u notice? a bit of my hair is green?
yep. i highlited it last week. hehheee.
because i cant stand seeing all of em did it.
so i chose my colour and made mine. hehheeee.
but lots of em like it.
i dun know, but is green nice?

well. thats ol.
im goin to sleep noww. tomoro got class!!


steamboat party for new year.

kenangan tym new year.
we made a small steamboat party.
me.kak mas.jess
though it's very simple.

kas mas tgh testing makanan

nyum nyum ~~

lil' steamboat~~

hahaa. suma masuk .. campur2 sumaaa~~

~hepy new year~
terlambat sudeee~


do u support gays n lesbians?

my english lecturer in kml used to discussed about this topic to us before.
gays and lesbos?
are they being accepted in the society?
is it wrong for them to have their unique relationships?
is it illegal for them to be together with their chosen soul mates?

check this out !

personally i think tat there's no reason for us to look at these people with negative perspective.
they are human like us too.
they want to be happy like us too.
so they have the same rights like the straight people have too!
and they deserve the equality in the society..

well, what would u say?

solar eclipse

i think i forget to mention about it yesterday.
on the 15th january 2010, there was a solar eclipse which they said to be the longest one and very rare.
because it is predicted tat the only time tat the eclipse will show again is in the next 1000 years.

we wanted to watch the eclipse just now, when we were in thermo class.
but we cudnt see it clearly due to the thick clouds. plus we didnt have the appropriate stuff to watch it.
aduii! sayangnya..
after this, cannot watch anything like this oredi.

based on the news ive read, the eclipse was in a ring-like shape and the best place to watch it was maldives where it stayed a lil bit longer ter.. hohoo. .
i wish i cud watch it just now.. hemmmm~

*the look of the sun in an area in China*

*the ring-like shape of the sun*
*it's unique!*
*can i make a wish??*=D

hemmm~ though i cudnt see it, but at least, i was in the world when it happened. hahaa.
so much about eclipse. ..

ps: pregnant women, they say u cant go out during eclipse. y??? hhuuuu


Random joke~=p

Four Catholic ladies are having coffee together, discussing how important
their children are.

The first one tells her friends, "My son is a priest. When he walks into
a room, everyone calls him, Father."
The second Catholic woman chirps, "Well, my son is a bishop. Whenever he
walks into a room, people say, Your Grace."

The third Catholic woman says smugly, "Well, not to put you down, but my
son is a cardinal. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, Your

The fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence. The first three
women give her this subtle, "Well...?"

She replies, "My son is a gorgeous 6' 2", hard bodied, well-hung, male
stripper. Whenever he walks into a room, women say, My God."

the blood.

One night in a church service a young woman
felt the tug of God at her heart.

She responded to God's call and accepted
Jesus as her Lord and Savior.

The young woman had a very rough past,
involving alcohol, drugs, and prostitution.

But, the change in her was evident. As
time went on she became a faithful
member of the church.

She eventually became involved in the
ministry, teaching young children.

It was not very long until this faithful
young woman had caught the eye and
heart of the pastor's son.

The relationship grew and they began
to make wedding plans.

This is when the problems began.

You see, about one half of the church
did not think that a woman with a
past such as hers was suitable for
a pastor's son.

The church began to argue and fight
about the matter. So they decided to
have a meeting.

As the people made their arguments
and tensions increased, the meeting
was getting completely out of hand.

The young woman became very upset
about all the things being brought up
about her past.

As she began to cry the pastor's son
stood to speak. He could not bear the
pain it was causing his wife to be..

He began to speak and his statement was this:

"My fiancée's past is not what is on
trial here. What you are questioning is
the ability of the blood of Jesus to
wash away sin. Today you have put
the blood of Jesus on trial. So, does
it wash away sin or not?"

The whole church began to weep as
they realized that they had been
slandering the blood of the Lord Jesus Christ.

Too often, even as Christians, we bring
up the past and use it as a weapon
against our brothers and sisters.

Forgiveness is a very foundational
part of the Gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ.

If the blood of Jesus does not cleanse
the other person completely then it
cannot cleanse us completely.

If that is the case, then we are all in
a lot of trouble..

What can wash away my sins?

Nothing but the blood of Jesus! End of case!!!!

"Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and he
shall sustain thee he shall never suffer
the righteous to be moved."
Psalm 55:23


addicted to love~
love is a kind of drug. it makes us crazy.
it makes us feel high.

it makes us wana do weird things. it makes us happy.
but when we love too much.
it may hurt us. mentally hurt.

but despite that. we are still addicted to love.
we will never leave or forget love.
not as long as we are human.
love not to only another atractive soul.
but love ourselves. our family. our life.
and most



kena marah~=(

what a day~ huhuuu. the rain is pouring non-stop outside.
nak g class pun rasa berat jakk. lau dapat tdo ok jugak.
but, nope. mesti pergi sekolah ok. ilmu pelita hidup.
tapi tadi pelita membakar aku.. huhuu

kena sound plak dgn lecturer. huhuu.

because x jawab soalan yg dia bg.
bukan x jwb. i jawab~
but the questi0n yg i kena tulis kat whiteboard tu kebetulan question yg paling i x reti jawab... huhuuu. i left tat one out cuz i dun hve any idea how to s0lve it. other frens pun nampak lega je bila selamat dpd terkena tat question. hohoo. then my kawan kat sebelah tolong la i cari2 sapa2 yg dapat jawab. kebetulan ada sorg yg dah try buat. so kwn yg tadi ni pinjamkan paper org tu untuk i. then time dah nak start class..........kena bom!

hemm~ my mistake jugak.
i yang x usaha cari jalan to solve the question. my bad.
macam yg i gtau roomate i before, dalam kelas i asyek makan cili jew...

tapi cili yg smlam n semalam lagi tu ok lagi. dihidangkan kepada semua orang..
yg hari ni punya walaupun dihidangkan pada semua, orang yg paling banyak terasa pedasnya i lah.. hoho. tu la bulan. asyek2 malas je. skg baru kau tau camna rasanya..

tapi2.. question lain i dapat jawab apa~ serious. i x tiru i x buat apa. i rujuk buku n notes n i pikir sendiri cmna nak solve. but, i've made a bad impression to tat lecturer.. huhuu

mesti dia kata.
"padanlah pun. result hari tu pun cukup2 makan je.."
hemmm~ sedeh.


okla. janji next time ubah perangai.. i x akan buat lg k??

already gone_kelly clarkson

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die...

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone

*another favourite song of mine*

*5 stars!!*


Sayu terpisah
hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah
berhembus angin rindu
begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu
hujan lebat mencurah kini
bagaikan tiada henti
kaulah laguku kau irama terindah
tak lagi kudengari
kau pergi.. pergi..
sepi tanpa kata
terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa
apa pun kata mereka
biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia

*i love this song damn much*
*touching gileerr*
*dedicated to my beloved late grandma*
*i will always love her till the end of my life*
*love u uko to~*


cannot sleep~

hemmm~ cudnt sleep yet. i had a packet of old town c0ffee 4 dinner.
2nd week of lecture. n i got "lectured" by a lecturer who seldom "lecture" her students.
imagine that. but i am the one at fault.
i wasnt doin the assignment seri0usly. she advised the wh0le class xtually. but as the saying g0es " sapa makan cili, dia rasa pedas~" hahaaa

i terasa jugakla. h0pefully i cud make my schedule clearer. cuz i'm x used to the new c0urses. huuuu. n it's getting tougher each day. i can feel the heat of the thermodynamics. i can feel the strength of the materials. i can feel the balance of the energy balance. i can feel the INTEGRATION is killing me!!! huhuuu

but i want to change somethin this sem. i want to have somethin new in me. somethin tat make people say "wow. i cant believe this is xtualy her !!.. i am amazed!!". hemmm~ not bad. huhuuu.

i got news from home. ulau had quite a high fever a few days ago. they suspected her of havin malaria or somethin. but the result for the blood test is unknown yet. when i ring her just now, she said she's ok oredi. she even started to go training (tae-kwon-do) for the coming selection for sukma. hemm~ hopefully things are good over ter.

and she told me tat baby damian is starting to walk. his pinggang is stronger than before n i believe in a few weeks he can jalan oredi.. hahaaa. mana x, hari2 training .. xpandai duduk diam mamat tuhhh~ hohooo.

nway, tomorow ad class n senggang.. huhuuu. but, hopefully tomorow wud b much better
than today..=D


the memories~

photos of me wif people i've met last oliday~it was nice to see them n i hope to meet em again~~^^


it's 2010 oredi!!!

wow. today is the 5th day of 2010 . i hardly believe it. im turning 20 in the next 8 months.. y so fast?i'm getting older n the next thing i know, i'm buried 6 feets under ground.. huhuu i've been through a lot lately. i mean since the last time i updated the blog. my 2009 christmas was terrific. i had a great time wif family.. n since this is damian's 1st time celebrating christmas, i felt a lil bit different. he did change the environment which made the day even more fun.. i realized too , that the last xmas was the most tiring..maybe because i did more chores this time than the other years~ haha seriously.. uwek din have enough hands to run her business so she focused on that only even till the eve. n nobody is doin the preparation for the big day. so ulau n i took the responsibility to take care of our lil house at the longhouse~ hoho we din do much xtualy. but u noe they alwiz do the 'block party' every year . ours was on the eve. n wat our block did was to collect money from each family n bought stuff n prepare it together. n serve it to people. my job was to wash hundreds of plates , bowls , n stuff before n after the party + decorate the verandah + serving food to i-dun-know-when-was-the-last-time-u-eat kids. hhahaah. but it was fun . even tho i was damn well tired after it's over. huhuu i reunited with some old mates.. ety. ika. ecy. n tabot. huhuu. n ruth too. she celebrated her xmas at asap too. hohoo . amai was a bit relaxed this time i saw. he din really joind any parties. u noe wat kind of party..the one wif label 5 n OB or Tiger or karaoke or watsoeva. instead he just lepak at home . sumtimes he jaga damian. makan. napppin. nothin much.. he was totally different from wat he was for the last few years~ n on the 26th i had to get back to unimas. xtualy uwek din want to leave her beloved cafe n was planning to re-open the cafe right after xmas. but i persuaded her to send me back until kuchg.. so at last the whole family came sending me back to hostel. heheeh. but i considered it as lil family trip. damian came too. hhehee. we had a gud time. n i miss it. soo much.. huhuu my new year was celebrated in my house(hostel) wif jess, kak mas, and kak kat. though it was simple but we had a gud time too. haha. we had a small steam boat party. but very delicious. h0hoo.wateva it is i really had a gud time for xmas n new year. though it was very simple but it's a lot more memorable than the other year.hohoo soo it's a brand new year. will it be brand new me? i dunno. the only thing i want for now is that 'I HOPE GOD WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME IN EVERY DECISION I MAKE BECAUSE GOD, I NEED U THE MOST...' ..huhuu..