holiday is coming!

YESSSSS!!
3 days to go!
finally, its the end of my 1st year in uni!
thank God for being with me from the start.
it felt like just yesterday, i was smiling to strangers and introduced myself to them.
most of them are my frens now. heheee.
aww come on bulan, why talking the nonsense?
still left another 3 years for u here, in unimas.
tiba2 nak emo2 pasal leaving uni for holiday ni kenapa?
hahaaa.

nola, i'm just trying to appreciate my alma mater ni ba.
mana tau dpt berkat for my final tis sem. anyway, talking about final, 3/4 of it is done. though not satisfactorily, but at least, i din left my papers clean and white. at least, i did scribble , though it might be nonsense, but , also called ANSWERS on my papers. hehee.
but, honestly, i did my VERY BEST already. i dun play2 with these kind of stuff ok? pointers and grades are IMPORTANT to me. but, i know, i cudnt be sure about the results. i leave these in God's hands. of course, i DO want him to grant my wish, that is to get higher pointer this time.

and also, frankly, i can say that i improved this time. i mean, excluding my final. so far, my carry marks especially in MEB and math and EM were quite relieving. my fren, apis even mentioned it to me. he said i showed quite a good performance this sem.
hermm, thank u apis. but, i still cant "phewhh" just yet. i'm not that confident about my final. kinda tough i might say. at least i hv to get afew As' for the 3 credits subjects. huhuuu.

tomorrow is jess's bday. hohoo.
HAPPY BDAY GAL. may God bless ya and may all ur wishes wud cum true... hihiii
jgn nakal2 lagi my baby no 1 ni..
hahaaaaaa

owya, it's confirmed already. next sem, we'll be staying in the same apartment, and the same room! yahooo!! i AM WAY BEYOND HAPPY to know about this.
our apartment ni dah jadi macam family dah. really like sisters. we were comfortable with each other. even ada my frens, like kak mas, said that, she's amazed to see how close we are wif to each other. next sem, dapat lagi stay sama. yeayy!

hurmm, i think, i'm the first one going back home. of course, i'm all alone this time . malas nak kacau amai and uwek . amai did offer to fetch me up. but to think back, its been a few times already , and i feel guilty pulak nak menyusahkan dorg. lagipun,
I AM A BIG GIRL NOW. come on., xkan naik bus pun susah. hahaa. its just that, i'm still worry bout my safety jakla. if naik plane, i x kisahla. if bus ni, takut sikit la. huhuu.
May God be with me. betul2 x sbr nak jumpa damian ni. huhuuu.

okay, goin to take a nap now. i woke up at 4 this morning, trying to absorb as much as i can for thermo. wic end up to be quite dissapointing (blame me for this cuz i din read the revision papers properly) but hopefully mr nazeri wud at least give marks for my jalan kira. huhuuuuu.

NAP!

reflections of life

today, stpm result wud be out. hemmm, i hope ayak, ungan and my other stpm frens wud get great rsults. hopefully better than me. hohoo.
i heard ayak n ungan want to apply for teachers. they had apply for UPSI and i heard ayak wants to try USM too. i pray so that they cud get watever they want. . hopefully there wont be any disappointment like wat i've been through before. huhuu. some people might think i'm still a smart , intelligent student like what i used to be. but then, time can change people. that's what happened to me. at least, that's what i think happened to me. huhuu
but then i'm not saying that i'm giving up. i'll try my best to do better especially in my academics.
cuz i'm no pretty. i'm no attractive.
but then i hope people cud see me for my brain n my inside. that's wat i'm always trying to polish up. at least people wont look me down just because i dun have the look.
hohooo. and yeah, as for my friends. i hope they can achieve watever their dreams are.

cuz we came from the average families. we are neither more nor less than other families. so it's like our families really depend on us to chnge things a bit. so that our situation wont fall into the less families. im not saying that we are not being thankful for what we have now. i think our condition now is already enough for us to survive. but of course we want to have sumthing better rite. at least, next time, i want to see my parents goyang kaki and every month just receive money from me like what i do now. heheee
i think all of us think of the same thing right?
and i believe that's what my frens think too. tats y i hope that those stpm frens of mine cud get great results and get great uni and achieve their dreams. .

and as for me i'm goin to continue this journey. though i used to fall a bit last time and my path is actually a bit out from what i've always planned, but i noe, as long as i'm not giving up continuing this(since it's also directing to the same destination), i'm going to be there soon. in God's blessing. i believe nothing is impossible ..
isnt it?
heheee

and as always, i hope my Father will always bless me and this journey of mine.
Amen~













GAMBATEHH!!!!

sakura ceria~

joined the sakura ceria event yesterday,
hohooo
started the event wif senaman aerobik followed by jog around the unimas lake.
fuhh pagi2 dah tired gila babi.
thank god, after tat, dpt rest cuz we just need to watch other frens buat sukaneka.
heheh.
btw, it was fun though cuz there were a few funny stuff happened.. hehe
we got to rest aroun 10 sumtink till 1.30 pm.

then we attended the afternoon session of the event.
dorg polah pertandingan teka lagu and 'what's next?' hohooo
then barulah 'makeover' punya pertandingan started.
i joined tauu~
they gave us 3 themes.
1) spooky
2) oldies
3) clown
punya theme. so we were asked to make up our team member based on the theme given.
kak mas n fariza jd my gang and kitaorg dah awal2 set theme mana kitaorg bawa.
kak mas became the clown, fariza bcame the oldies and i jd spooky person.

hoho. that was the 1st time i rasa i pandai make-up org. cuz everythin was done as quick as possible. and we din have tym to use brushes., semua pakai jari ja. hahaa
and guess what??
WE WON!!!
ahahaahaa

it was amazing!
hahaaa
i thought it wud be simple only but then sum of them said the effects were quite real.
hahaaa

haha thats me being a ghost!
i was being 'make-over'ed by kak mas n fariza.
hahaa FUNNY!

and that's fariza becomin a nenek.
lucuu!!

kak mas and her clown character.
kinda suit her cuz she is small and kepala pun kecik je.
sgt comel for a clown .. hohooo



happy sangat cuz dpt menang the contest.
hehe apa yang penting, cop kolej ada dapat lebeh sket,.. hikhikkk
btw GTG. muahahhhhh
xoxo


_*SERAM*

UNICS christmas and new year dinner

venue : pennview
date : 23 january 2010
time : 8-11 p.m.

had a great time wif buddies that nite.
though a few incidents happened .. hehee
wanna noe wat is it?
lets browse thru a few moments we captured together first~
8)

photo taken at the livin room~
i was supposed to wear black dress.
but cant find any . hohooo

3rd course pic.
heheee.
3 org 1st year, 3 org 2nd year..
ngam2..

cheersss~
our last glass before we dash of the party.
heee

ouhh. jane's boy was there too together wif his buddy.
they are the only guys in our group. hehhhe

reached sakura around 12.30 like that.
very tired and sleepy.
but we really enjoyed the night.
hahhaaa

owkeh.
noe what, we were late for the dinner xtually.
they started at 7.30 but we reached there around 8.15 sumthin.
and then, after we registered with the receptionist, we were brought to our table.
but unfortunately, our table is taken.
and there was no empty table left.
imagine that we need to stand in the middle of people who were enjoying their 1st course while waitin for them to search for our table.
huhuu

and then, one of the ajk came and suggested that we split and sit with other groups.
it's not that we dont want to mix with others but for sure we wont enjoy the dinner if we have to sit wif others that we dont even know. plus, we booked the table a few weeks before. it's absurd if we cant have our own table.
of course it's not the ajks fault. maybe somethin went wrong and they dint realise it.
i pity the lady who was helpin us. she's so stressed and apologised a few times. hoho

at last, i think the ketua kot.. she talked to the manager and requested for another table for us. hehehhh
thank god, the manager was not fussy or anythin.
so they prepared another table for us . we were satisfied though it is too near to the kitchen.
but never mind that.
as long as we can sit together, other things dint matter much.

and yeah, it was great.
jane was very lucky that night cuz she kena lucky draw.
and then jess plak kena asked to perform on the stage..
she had to dance.. hahahaaaa

another sweet memories of me and frens~
that makes my life even more beautiful~
thank you Lord!!
x0xo